F is for Frustration

frus-tra-tion [fruh-strey-shuh n]

- noun

1. act of frustrating; state of being frustrated

2. an instance of being frustrated

3. something that frustrates, as an unresolved problem

4. a feeling of dissatisfaction, often accompanied by anxiety or depression, resulting from unfulfilled needs or unresolved problems.

I'm so frustrated lately, I don't know how to describe it but it's just eating at me to the point of almost exploding out my ears! Take #4 of the meaning of this word... often accompanied by anxiety, resulting from unfulfilled needs or unresolved problems. I left out "depression" because I wouldn't let it get to that point. Anyway, I'm so anxious and it just won't go away. I NEED a job so i can RESOLVE my money and living problems. People say that money doesn't buy happiness but they only say that because they don't have money! Well I'm changing my feelings about this quote and saying SCREW IT, money would buy me happiness!

How can one relieve this frustration that takes over their whole entire being??? Goodness... I've been sitting here trying to think of a way for 5 minutes now, haha, I guess there's nothing... You just have to wait for it to go away.

Oh, blog, how I love you, you complete me, I can talk to you about anything, haha! It's weird how just typing away at a blank screen can make you feel so much better. Atleast I can get some sleep tonight without waking up with a stomach ache and chest pain. Sheesh, this anxiety thing is not healthy! LOL!

Anyway, here's to frustration and all it's evil clones running around to take over my emotions! At least give me a gin and tonic to wash em down! Mmmmm gin and tonic, sounds so nice right now!